i'm not perfect, i never tried to be. i've made mistakes. i've taken the easy way out. i've lied to my friends. i've hidden the truth so many times from so many people. i've hurt people, and i've even done it on purpose. i've left people behind. i've spread rumors. i've said things that I didn't mean. i'm no better than anyone, anywhere. i'm human. i have faults, and i'm not afraid to admit that. i want to change, but i won't. because that's what we do. that's what we've always done. we list our faults like a grocery list, and we move on, expecting everything to somehow change itself. it never will. i will never change. i will never be perfect. i will always make mistakes. i'll, more often than not, take the easy way out. i will lie, hide the truth, hurt people, leave people behind, and say things i don't mean for the rest of my life.